Today is the first day I am doing this, and it hit me kind of hard. At first, I identified my mood as positive — as focused — because I am super focused on achieving my goals today. However, as I sat with myself for a few minutes, I identified another mood. Fear. Underneath my […]
I spent my weekend doing a lot of reading and planning for my goals. I was really productive, but I didn’t get as much actual work done as I had intended. That’s okay—I’ve planned out how I intend to be successful in making changes, and I’ll begin implementing those plans starting tomorrow. A big focus […]
My mental weakness is by far my greatest barrier to success.A lifetime of just surviving — going numb to everything around me — has created a shell of helplessness and hopelessness that I retreat into whenever I experience emotional highs or lows. It may have once been a mechanism for survival, but now it’s destroying […]
I would say today was a very productive day. I’m struggling with implementing my new habits, but I failed successfully today—if that makes sense? My goals for the day were: ✅ I completed all my financial goals for the day! Diet:On the other hand, my diet was tragic. My calorie goal is 2,000 calories per […]
As I enter into this phase in my life Im afraid I underestimated just how much change I need to create in my life. Honestly, I wish I could just start over but then would I actually learn and change? Or would I just destroy that life in the same ways. I need to go […]
My Financial Rock Bottom As part of my journey of self-improvement and fixing the mess I’ve created in my life, I have to focus on repairing my financial situation. My entire life, I’ve struggled to support myself financially. It’s humiliating to admit this at the age of 41, and I fully expect some people to […]
I’ve lived my entire life in fear. It’s mastered me since I was six years old, and from then until my current age of 41, I have let it destroy me. It’s not only fear but weakness and pain, all controlled by fear, and it has led to the saddest, loneliest existence you could possibly […]
