Well, both the Eagles and Yankees lost in ridiculous fashion. The Yankees failed to show up yet again in the playoffs… I love the Yankees but Yankee fans are the most toxic people in the world by the way… Anyway, yesterday was an ok day. Not amazing but fine. Today my goals were to continue […]
Sunday Reset? More like Sunday time to begin. Yesterday went ok and today is a new day for me. I did my Church routine, I need to implement a better morning routine overall, something more consistent. This has been a consistent struggle for me. Anyway, today will be a good day. The Yankees play vs […]
I haven’t posted in quite a while. I fell off the wagon again, went to hell on my diet when some stuff in life hit he hard. My sister put my mom into a long term care facility and blamed me because I cant take care of her… My mom is devastated and heartbroken and […]
Today is the first day I am doing this, and it hit me kind of hard. At first, I identified my mood as positive — as focused — because I am super focused on achieving my goals today. However, as I sat with myself for a few minutes, I identified another mood. Fear. Underneath my […]
I spent my weekend doing a lot of reading and planning for my goals. I was really productive, but I didn’t get as much actual work done as I had intended. That’s okay—I’ve planned out how I intend to be successful in making changes, and I’ll begin implementing those plans starting tomorrow. A big focus […]
My mental weakness is by far my greatest barrier to success.A lifetime of just surviving — going numb to everything around me — has created a shell of helplessness and hopelessness that I retreat into whenever I experience emotional highs or lows. It may have once been a mechanism for survival, but now it’s destroying […]
I would say today was a very productive day. I’m struggling with implementing my new habits, but I failed successfully today—if that makes sense? My goals for the day were: ✅ I completed all my financial goals for the day! Diet:On the other hand, my diet was tragic. My calorie goal is 2,000 calories per […]
As I enter into this phase in my life Im afraid I underestimated just how much change I need to create in my life. Honestly, I wish I could just start over but then would I actually learn and change? Or would I just destroy that life in the same ways. I need to go […]
My Financial Rock Bottom As part of my journey of self-improvement and fixing the mess I’ve created in my life, I have to focus on repairing my financial situation. My entire life, I’ve struggled to support myself financially. It’s humiliating to admit this at the age of 41, and I fully expect some people to […]
I’ve lived my entire life in fear. It’s mastered me since I was six years old, and from then until my current age of 41, I have let it destroy me. It’s not only fear but weakness and pain, all controlled by fear, and it has led to the saddest, loneliest existence you could possibly […]
